Mood - "Confused"

I wanted to change my previous timepiece, J. Bovier (dont bother to search in the Internet. Found the site but not helping)

So, right now I'm having a little crush on these two watches..

I iz enjoice..
R joo enjoice?



haha..just some random /k/ or /b/ type of wording..love it..will post more later on..


there's couple of people I miss right now..
1- Hafify
2- Hamdan
3- Aimi Nadia
4- Ain
5- Elida



sigh..new sem gonna be different this time..

Mood - "Absolution..."

Let me share my experience to all of you. It's like a karma for me, but I just take it as a "repayment" from God.

I fell in love with this girl. Let us just call her "Yaya". Me and Yaya have been a close friend in quite a short time. We looked on each other, but I always have a crush on her. But the thing is, she had a relationship with this guy for the past 5 years. It's known to me that the guy is apart thousand miles away from her for his study. So, I took my chance to get close to her and hope "may the best man wins".

I confessed to her about my feelings and would like to take her as part of my love life. She said to me, sincerely I assume, "Nothing's gonna change my love from him..". That is a major blow to me.

Shortly put, we became bestfriends, but acted like a lover for the past few weeks.

Hours before the "black days of my life", she called me, around midnight. Saying that she missed me so much. I suspected that something is going wrong; either I succeeded to have her heart, or something worst gonna happen.

Out of the sudden, about 3a.m, her boyfriend called me all the way from his current position. For some reason I can't really hear him, and I did hear that he addressed himself as her boyfriend. He stated that he got my number from her friends, and I suspected it's her UiTM's friend because I just changed my number just recently.

He accused me of "disturbing" her. In my eyes, I would call that "taking good care of a friend" because he's unable to do so. So I just pretended to dropping out of the call and then ended the call.

Right after that, I called Yaya to inform about that call. I guess she have the right to know.

But, she became scared of what her boyfriend knows, and I'm confused on what she just said earlier.

She gave me a false hope?

Or am I really stupid?...







Regards,
-Kazu@Amir-

Mood - " Hungry for more exercise!! "

Eh...
not in the mood to type anything...
just refreshing my blog..thats all....

Mood - *Errrk..*

got this from another blogger...http://ursandmine.blogspot.com/


RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write down song name NO MATTER HOW silly it sounds.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal / blog.

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” … you say?
Slipknot - Wait and Bleed

(Eh?....lulz~)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Kris Dayanti - Cobalah untuk Setia

(suits me well tho'...haha~)

3. What do you like in a girl?
Alkaline Trio - Fuck you Aurora

(wahahaha~!!)

4. How do you feel today?
Jack Johnson - Traffic in the Sky

(its kinda gloomy tho'...)

5.What is your life’s purpose?
Muse - Stockholm Syndrome

(didnt get the idea...)

6. What is your motto?
Chris Daughtry - Feels Like Tonight

(doesnt make sense...next!)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Serj Tankian - Lie Lie Lie

( o.0 )

8. What do you think of your parents?
Serj Tankian - The Unthinking Majority

(ahahahha~ my dad gonna be mad if he sees this..)

9. What do you think about very often?
Yellowcard - Cut Me Mick

(out of order...sheesh..)

10. What is 2 + 2?
Rammstein - Adios

(yeh?...2+2 is Adios?)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Pop Shuvit - Side Swipe

(heheh..yes indeed..)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Slipknot - My Plague

(WTF?....)

12. What is your life story?
Slipknot - Left Behind

(True enough...haihz...)

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
PCD feat Snoop Dogg - Buttons

(I wanna be a button?..Man, this is wack!)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
3 Doors Down - Away from the Sun

(hahaha..yeah..i'm away from d sun, to the Darkside~!)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Soilwork - The Mindmaker

(Headbanging? I wonder what would my wife do..)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
50 Cent feat. Olivea - Candy Shop

(People would say that I'm a PIMP~!!!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Kamelot - Mourning Star

(again..why should I do such thing as mourning a star?)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer

(aallllmost there...haha~)

20. What is your biggest secret?
Jack Johnson - Cookie Jar

(heheh~mama..dunt marah me..i took d cookie during puasa time :P )

21. What do you think of your friends?
Jack Johnson - Talk of the town

(yeap..my fellow friends are famous...)

22. What will you post this as?
Crossfader - Cold

(yup..sure is cold in my room now...)

Mood - *Heppi~*

Yay! I got my pass!!

Mood - "Getting into the brotherhood, yo!"

After I got myself the title "Komander Rendah Muda" under the Kesatria Negara unit, now I got a new title by my friends..


Nigger


'nuff sed..